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bersyukur.
feel grateful.
not as easy as the word being said. it always happen to me. how much i glorify this word couldn't directly direct me to practice it in my every daily life.
hmmph..

well, this wouldn't be the obvious posting as usual. this might be very absurd, but just let it be. i just want to write down ALL my thoughts here, eventhough will not be literally ALL..

you know, sometimes when you have faith in something, you should be very strict with it. you should go for it, and show them that what you have faith in is the right thing, and the best thing for you. but as i always believe, human is social living soul. we always need someone else, and also their supports. when you do something that they never believe in, the thing that you are going to face is only problems. obstacles. challenges. ya, you name it.

and the worst part is, when those things are going to make you lose your faith slowly. it makes you rethink, and then you probably suddenly find the other way to live. and most probably makes you feel unsatisfied with what you have now, then starting to leave your current life.

therefore, you will think, isn't there something else better than this for me i could have?
it leads you to feel ungrateful, then.

hakksssss... hope that wouldn't be me who is described above. finish. yea, just finish it.